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Good night had 3 guys hit on me while i was wearing a pair of jeans and a fleece pullover, i felt good. had some friends tell me i was the greatest and that i look after everyone. made me feel special. joined a sorority that is cool. and got him to say hun! one more to go! Miss my babies and plan to visit them asap! and yea about it!

My real name:

Who is the love of my life:

Where did we meet:

Take a stab at my middle name:

How long have you known me:

When is the last time that we saw each other:

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What was your first impression of upon meeting me:

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Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):

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If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what one thing would I bring?

Are we friends:

Will you repost this so I can do it for you?:

What a life, my halloween costume came in! i am so happy about that tigers won game 2 so another reason to be happy! classes are not too bad so semi-quasi reason to be happy! so i guess i can say i am pretty happy right now! lol

PERFECT

She had the perfect life,
but was miserable.
One...

She was loved by all,
but felt hated.
Two...

Always had a smile on,
but it was fake.
Three...

Helped everyone with their problems,
but couldn't solve her own.
Another...

She loved someone,
but couldn't have him.
Five...

Was there for others,
but they weren't there for her.
One more...

She had the perfect life,
but took one last breath,
And it was gone.

(c) 10-16-2006

Tigers WON!!!!!! Got very lucky haha! One Tree Hill was awesome, I love WOW! I get 3 dances YAY!!! And even though all inn life sux i am happy i am alive! Love to my roomies who r kick ass if i do say so myself, and love to the boys of 209 and 206 because you all make me smile : ) Miss all my old friends and family and i send you my best!

Tigers Tomorrow!!!!!!! I am SOOOOOOOOOO excited! Watcin some game with the guys tonight stoked let me tell you but... i don't know what sport it is haha yea good job jess right! well back to work! peace!

Hahahaha I have finally lost it! Life is so amazing, I am surprised that everyone around me is getting lost in the mess of their lives and i just sit here trying my to help them. I am Happy! and life is shitty for all of those around me, how the hell does that happen? well all i have left to say is "goodbye Norma Jean..." Gods i love that song!! Don't worry be happy! hahahaha oh wow crazy jessica enjoying another fun filled day in life! Football with the guys across the hall!

IF A MAN WANTS YOU
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.
Slower is better.
Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve
then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.
Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself
a year later for staying when things are not better.
The only person you can control in a relationship is you.
Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.
He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant,
Why would he treat you any differently?
Always have your own set of friends separate from his.
Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you.
If something bothers you, speak up.
Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has
more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
Never let a man define who you are.
Never borrow someone else's man.
Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
All men are NOT dogs.
You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street.
You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about
baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists
of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.
Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right.
Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your
always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.
Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another
RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE.
They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate
them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.
Pass this on to at least 10 women and 5 men.
BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN, SO TAKE A HINT..

Ok so i am oficially a little freaked out. lol Karen claims i have stalkers, i dont see y but i have all these people who message me that claim to know me but i have no clue who they are! and i know i am not that bad with ppls names. last night i got a message from someone no clue who they were and then today i ran into this person and he's like hey jess long time no see, apparently we knew eachother in highschool yet i still don't know his name and i would swear i have never seen him b4 in my life! o well i will figure it out eventually.

so yea i finally met scott's brother after 5 years of being together. wow i never thought that they would look so much alike but brandon is nlike a taller brunette version of scott crazy no. but other than that i miss school i oficially feel summer vacation is too much of a drag. lol but what can you do. i miss my friends and all summer i have only seen a few and besides rachael and janie i haven't seen them more than once or twice. o well life goes on. i have been majorly busy but bored i didn't think it was possible but i was wrong. work sux i need a new job. scott sleeps til 3:30pm like everyday i am trying this better yourself alone thing and it is not working all summer i have only lost 20lbs but i know that if scott would help me with the companny thing i would be down so much more. again o well what can you do. i want to study for my classes but i need to go to borders to get some stuff first. lol well i must attempt to find what i can work on peace all i love you!

"Hands touch
Eyes meet
Sudden silence
Sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy world
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl

Don't dream
Too far
Don't lose sight of
Who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl

Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what might have been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile
Lithe limb
She is winsome
She wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And heaven knows
I'm not that girl

Don't wish
Don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl"

How i feel everyday, but i love him and he loves me god i'm such a drama queen!

Sup all crazy bored outta my mind sleep escapes me and i want to be back at shcool or studying or doing something! wow who would've thunk it lol. then again i actually enjoyed a week with my sister! impossible right! but yea it had been a while since i updated so for those that care my life in a nutshell boring! miss and love you all!!!

Today was AWESOME went to my cousin Ben's wedding it was so amazing, SCOTT CAUGHT THE GARTER!!!!!!! My family loves him it was kick ass. lots to do tomorrow so more another time.

.:*Peace:LOVE:Lemons*:.

This Weekend sooooooo kicked ass. so as most of you know scott has been working which is awesome and all but i only see him when he sleeps or when i make his lunch. lol but i love doing that so chill people but yeah so as i said this weekend was awesome friday i finished the dvd for my father for Dad's day and started reading this kick ass book. my best friend from like 3rd grade whom i haven't seen or spoken to in ten years bc her mom hated my dad and vice versa and then she moved then i moved and she moved like ten times then i moved again (you get the picture) but anyways i got to go to her grad party on saturday omg i was so nervous bc i was afraid we would be completely different ppl but i swear i have never hit it off that easily granted my mother was there and i was doing yagar bombs with ash her step dad and mom and others so kick ass and then i was going to stay but alas i had work oh i am so happy i have a friend that shares the past with me that no one else was there for. i mean she told me how she remembered the cruel things my dad said to me and i was shocked bc no one else did. i am so happy to have her back in my life we are going to hang out this weekend hopefully maybe thursday! but yea then today i babysat which was fun even though scott slept lol and went to my dad's for dad's day and my entire family was there 50 some ppl saw the video i made for him and he cried omg he balled his eyes out and everyone else told me i was amazing o i was sooooooo on cloud 9 then i was pushed into the pool by 5 ppl little fuckers fully clothed. but it was fun but yea i am sooooooo happy. alriy i gots to go i need to catch up on some reading! lol

.:*Peace:Love:Lemons*:.

You know what i hate stupid fucking people who don't get what they want out of life because they are too lazy or too unmotivated OR TOO WRAPPED UP IN THEMSELVES to care and then they get pissed when everyone around them actually works their asses off to get somewhere. And then they call those people lazy or stupid. I just hate it why can't people just be happy with what they've got. i mean take me for example i am obese (shut up the doctor told me that) and you know what i know and instead of crying about how fat i am i actually got on a diet i exercise at least twice a day and indulge rarely. Instead of crying because my boyfriend can eat all the junk in the world and lose weight faster than i can. SOME PEOPLE GET LUCKY!!!!!!! So why can't people stop bitching and complaining (like i am now) about how their life sucks and just work to better it. i know i might sound like a hypocrite but hell people i learned from my mistakes who cares if my boyfriend can get 9$ an hour while i'm only getting 8. who cares if i work harder at things than he does. I AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE BECAUSE I DID IT ON MY OWN! and i don't have to compare myself to everyone around me. instead of being pissed about it i am proud of him because he worked hard applied to like 50 billion places and picked the best out of them all while i settled. He is such an amazing person and is there for me no matter what and i am lucky to even have him in my life. So why do i listen to all these people bitch about their lives and about how the rest of the world has it easier?? REALITY CHECK PEOPLE:::: THIS IS L I F E IT IS SUPPOSED TO DIFFER FROM PERSON TO PERSON!!!!! What makes you the better person is how you deal with those hardships. Again i am such a hypocrite but GOD DAMN-IT it really sucks wallowing in self pity so take a note from me DON"T it won't make you any happier than you started in fact it might make more people angry with you and then you become angrier. JUST A THOUGHT!!! well i am off to work my ass off for less than minimum wage just to pay for school and a car.

.:*PEACE:LOVE:LEMONS*:.

Stole this from rachael.

You Are 17% Bitchy

You are practically an angel - both on the inside and outside. You try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt, and you're even tolerant of bitchiness in others!

i really think i am a bit bitchier than this says but scott filled it out with me sooooooo yea who knows!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!! SUMMER HERE I COME! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooo sooooooooooo happy right now whoot whoot!!! just thought i should let the world know YAY!!!!! jessicas going ho ome jessicas going ho ome o what a wonderful world. see you all soooooooooonnnnn yay and yay noh and di i mention yay!!!!!!!!

Okay so here's what happens whnen people can get on your facebook account. lol or when your drujnk thne latter i promise i was not!!


Jessica Champine wrote
at 6:24pm
You know...I'm super cool and if you are looking at this and you dont write me something your not super cool like me....now im going to tell you why i'm super cool...i'm super cool because i have nifty bangs that can withstand the fire of a thousand suns. i'm super cool because i have many super powers including the power to make toe jam, the power to raise mountains using only my goosebumps, and the power to light farts on fire using only my breath.....accutually this makes me kind of like a dragon...if you are a fan of mine you will know that this is my zodiac sign.. which is quite appropriate since i am a winged people eating machine..i aslo eat hamburgers, which are naturally grilled on my self-lit butt fire. Ok i would love to spend all day giving in to your desparate wanting to know me but as my time is valuable i must go leaving you but one messaage............................................................................................i am so fucking sweet!!!!!!!!!!!!

Meg Wickstrom wrote
at 6:28pm
Yeahn jess your super awesome... you definnatly light my fire....

Scott Dilworth wrote
at 6:32pm
YA JESS UR RADICAL. SUPPER SWEET. YA YOU HAVE BODACIOUS TATAS... GOT MILK

Jessica Champine wrote
at 6:37pm
Yup that's me super sweet!!!!!!!!! kick ass in fact lol!

Officially out of my dorm room!!!!!!! yay! i can't wait for exams to be over so i can just get the fuck out of here. i love school and all it's just that i neeeeeeeed a break i swear all i do is sleep. eat and study. and all anyone else does around here is sleep. urrrrg if i didnt have to leave right after my exam life would be so less complicated but here i am trying to please the world. oh and this weekend i lost my license and then got lectured by my father, my step mother and grandfather and everyone else in that fucked up family. like they have never lost their licenses. rrrrrrggggg i am so royally pissed i have to aact like this goody two shoes because they all failed at life. i mean seriously i will be the first out of all my cousins to finish college and there are a total of 36 nof them. most of which are older than me. and Djay he's a fucking genius, they expect so much from the two of us because we show so much promise and we actually enjoy school. ha thats a laugh but hey who am i to complain. missing meg i havent seen her in ages and i dont think i will get a chance to before i leave either. rrrgg.
well i aqm outie i think i am going o study or eat or sleep who knows everyone else here is still asleep and they crashed around 1am while i fell asleep around 5am go figure, wel peace love and lemons to you all!!!!! and i just started crying for no reason wtf is going on with my emotions!

bored, tired and hungry... this weekend blew chunks gods i am still sick and to top it all off DJay was crying last night. i feel horrible scott held me while i cried all night, i thought that would be strange but it was oddly comfortable because i know no matter what he cares about me even if i treat him like shit. missing my friends... havent heard from meg in ages hope to see her soon her phone keeps saying it is unable to take messages lol just my luck... missing rach havent seen her in a few days and i feel bad cuz shes got a lot of shit going on... missing janie but i got to hang with her a little this weekend hehe... missing DJay most of all i feel so weird without my wall holding me up, like im gonna fall any second. eh o well i shall live yet another day!!! g2g need food lol peace

Wow am i BORED! waiting for cathy to come help scott with his shit for the summer... gods i am sooooooooooo bored i mean i have been strangely off lately... well actually on. you see i have been waking up on my own around 9 everymorning if not earlier no alarm clock or anything and i have been really into this whole organizing thing, and some nights i actually stay up until 3 and study... and still wake up early without an alarm! crazy i know but what gets me is why the fuck couldnt i have found this happy me before the end of the school year when i failed 2 classes and am probably on academic probation!!!!!!! rrrrrrrrrrrrggggg i wish i hadn't fucked up! you know how they ask if there was one thing you wish you could go back in time and do over... well i will say i never regret things but i would hav to say go back and do second semester over! well good news... i am passing psych and econ my favorite classes and i only have to retake english and with all the organizing i have been doing i have all my classes that i need to take each semester listed... and crazy as that sounds i am so happy about it. i am finally kicking my own ass into shape and not depending on others to do it... and i must thank the gods that i didnt need medication to get out of my depression! i neer knew i had it in me to do great things until now! yeah ppl have told me that but i actually believe it myself i know now what i want and how i can go about and get it! AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF I LOST 10 PUNDS!!!!!!!! i know i am so happy i am going to continue with this eat healthy thing it makes me feel better! the only problem is i switch one bad habit for another... over eating by gum chewing... i swear my jaw hurts so bad right now lol.

this summer i am working a lot... babysitting tuesday nights... summer camp during the day... target every night except tuesdays... and every day i have off or am not dong one of those helping nana around the house big lifting lol... and i plan on having a garage sale bc i have way to much shit i dont need and money is something i dont have and desperately need! loans are nt an otion bc i cant find a cosigner! rrrgggg damnit i will finish my 4 years here i finally found out how to enjoy it and im not gonna lose it!

other than that .... nope thats about it... missing my friends already ... its wierd to think i am leaving my best friends to go see my best friends! well g2g cathy is here!